Need a Hold of it….

I woke up before my alarm goes off this morning. Nothing in mind, I got up and took my rice cooker to make my morning meal. After it was done, I took it with me in a lunch box.

On my way to work, I was daydreaming, it’s dawn actually, and kept thinking about things in life. I made a prayer and asked God for strength, as I usually do.

It really gets confusing now; back in our town, members of the community where I belong to is getting nowhere. Training them was too difficult for me. Seeing them grew up in spirit and service is genuinely great. But, as things are on the right order, problems usually occur. One of the members, jokingly played around got easily turned off.

I kept on wondering, why is this happening?

Acting as team lead is not easy, especially when you are not the team lead. Some are loosening their hold. Others just follow through. What’s wrong? Is it me? Or just some reality that I miss to realize?

I need to have a hold of God. There is nothing I can do about it. I know there is something that I haven’t seen yet. And I need HIM to show me how to do it, like HE did before.

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